Finding a true friend

Looking for a true friends, is like searching for a needle in the middle of a haystack. Even though you have a million friends, but they're not true to you, it's like you've just wasted your time with them. I'd rather stay with a couple of friends only, but at least they're true to you. :D

Christmas

Yehey! Christmas is coming near! Yesterday, we started the dawn mass. I'm very excited for Christmas, every December, we traditionally have a reunion for the whole family, and it's like an after Christmas party, we exchange gifts, share talents and foods. If we talk about Christmas, of course, Noche Buena, will always be delicious. Way back home, my aunt and my mum, would take turns who will in charge of Christmas and New Year foods, we do this because we're just in a compound community. And after the Noche Buena, we would dance all night long and some of our cousins and relatives would go to our house and greet us. During Christmas Eve, we would light up firecrackers and leave it in the middle of the road and watch.

Exams

AGAIN!! Ugh! I really hate numbers, though, numbers is part of our lives, still, I hate it. I'd rather think about mysteries that is happening to our body that we don't know that it's happening, in short, I'd rather think science that statistics and math. Exams will end tomorrow. Thank God. :D

TAEKWONDO for life

Taekwondo has been a part of my life for almost 8 years. I've been trying to avoid this, but, still, my heart's desire is this sport. I have a passion for this sport. It's not always the self- defence that teaches me and my team mates, it's the discipline to balance our lives. Though we struggle sometimes, because we put too much desire to our sport, that we don't mind our academics. It has taught me self discipline to follow rules and regulations, and most important, is being a good sport. No matter what, win or lose, we should all be fair. I'm not who I am right now, without TAEKWONDO. :D

play again!

Last week, we're all very busy for the play festival. For us, it's the highlight of our school year, of course, beside from the Intramurals. I was at the backstage for both Filipino and English play, well, except for English, because, I have a role to play. Being a backstage crew, it was very stressful, there were a lot of instructions to follow, it says, "follow the script" and follow none else, but, when I started to follow the script, it was wrong again. It make my head spin around, addition to that, some characters are getting my technical script, that they're not supposed to look at the script, they should memorize where and when they will enter. Well at least, I give my best shot. Though we did not won, we're still happy, because we did it. :D

my brother.

He's my only brother. He's a seaman, so he's barely at home. I admire him so much, I feel secure with him if he's around. He's a very protective brother, and I'm so lucky to have him. He has a twin, a boy twin. Having a twin, runs in our family, because my father has a twin, but they don't have the same gender, my father has a girl twin.

He's my man

He's my man, my dad, we don't have the same faces because I really look-a-like my mom. Many wouldn't believe that he's my father, he has a small eyes. But I really love him. We barely see each other, like whole six months or worse even a year. I'm such daddy's little girl, he would do whatever he can to make me happy, unlike to my mother, he never gets mad at me, At home, he's the only one in my team, and I really like it because he never betrays me, he never went on the other side. The saddest thing is, he doesn't know how much I love him, but I hope he knows, every time he's around, I never got a chance to tell him "I love you" I'm shy, I don't know why. But sometimes I hate him, because he treats me like a little child that I really don't like. But, most of the time I love him, he's my first driving teacher, he give me more attention. He's the only man that I will forever love, he's the protector of my heart, there may be millions of man who's going to hurt me, I know that you're always going to be there with your fist ready to strike, but there will be the time that you really have to give your throne the next man who's much like you, the man that will not hurt me, the one who's going to be there for me, and be the one who's going to protect your once little girl's heart. I love tatay, forever and always. <3

D-A-S-H love

Gawd! Recently, this week, I fell inlove with the Kardashians or I idolize them, like, I've been watching all of their shows on the internet, I don't care if I'm staying late, and all I could ever think is about them, if I'm bored, I would just scribble their names on my extra notebook.

Ikr?! It's pretty hard not to fell inlove with them, who on earth wouldn't be? With all those sexy bodies, stunning beauty, enigmatic eyes and everything about them.

RACING

I love racing so much. I learn how to drive when I was in fourth grade, when my mom told me that I should learn how to drive so that I could have a license at eighteen or early as sixteen. She told me that I should learn how to drive so I can be like my older brother. So, as the years passed by, I fell in love with the cars, I feel like all I wanna do is to drive at a very high speed, or involve myself in any racing teams. And compete, not just here, but also outside the country. And I dream to be a professional racer and I'll drive my dream car. :D

dance..street dance

I'm not a good dancer, but, I want to learn how to dance a street dance, where you perform lots of stunts that could almost break a bone. It's going to be really cool if you know how to dance hip hop or what they call a breakdance. :D

exams ):

EXAMS!!! This week, we had a lot of things going in our minds like: exams, projects, quizzes, plays, and many more. Exam days are the enemy of all students, this time, we have to be serious, it means, no fun, study time and we can't enjoy much of our time because we need to study hard and make our parents be proud of us.

For Girls ONLY

I can't imagine I can finish a book for a week. I borrowed Chicken Soup for the Girls Soul last week. It's really a great book, it's about some girls story about her self, family, sister, best friend, school, changes in her body, and her crush. I can really relate in all of those stories, of course, we're the same. Some of their stories are like an inspiration to me. It made me realize that I'm really blessed because my family is complete, even though, my dad is away and mom is the one that takes care of me, I have a father that sacrifices his self for her daughter and a mother that is always their for her daughter. I'm lucky that my parents aren't separating and they never will. I realize that I have some friends whom I can really rely on in times of need, a friend who I can trust always and always there for me.

Street Fighter

A couple of days ago, I watched a movie, Street Fighter. I kinda like this movie. Obvious, it's about wars and fights. When I watched this, I remember my days when I still train for Taekwondo, my best friend/trainer and us, her students, used to watched movies that uses martial arts, and see some cool techniques that we can use if we're going to defend ourself from danger and during every competition.xxx

My Best friend

My best friend

-Alysse Sonza

To my ever best friend,

I hope this isn't the end.

To our forever friendship,

That we've been through a lot of hardship.

Stupid and silly catfight,

Does not stop from day to night.

We're so close in the grade school,

And so we when we reach high school.

When we fantasized college,

It's like riding in a pumpkin carriage.

We want to grow old together,

And hold on each other.

Having a little tea,

Showing no teeth to see.

You know how much I love you,

I'm going to be there for you,

So true.

Through all your ups and down,

'Till we tumble down.

I wrote this for you,

That I'm going to be there for you,

So true.

When we hold on to faith,

And we know that we're already fate.

Are you a true or a mock friend?

They say, "it is really a great treasure if you found your true friend."

Last week was kinda great week, less teacher, lots of film showing, and there's one thing I hate most about, planning about the play. I guess, play's the only thing that would make us all separate according to a friend of mine, but that's true, suggestions is not that bad to put a person down, but how come, other people means it what others say like a comment. A true friend would accept any comments or suggestion comes from a fellow friend, but a mock one wouldn't, s/he would make it a big deal that would destroy their friendship, but all I have to say to that person is: "c'est la vie" which means, "that's life". Maybe they're not fated for each other to support through thick and thin. True friend, never talks behind your back

All I have to think in every friendship that was destroyed, there's always a new one to replace, and that new one can be forever.

In life, every end is just a new beginning. :))

WISH

Star light, star bright,
First star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

DREAM BIG, YOU'LL BE MY FRIEND FOREVER

After all those brain cracking exams. We watched the concert of Brother Alvin Barcelona and the Himaya Band. At first, I was thinking not to attend the concert because it would be boring and it's just useless to attend and feel bored and wander your mind to other places and imagine you're at home doing all your stuffs than in a concert. But when my friend explained that the concert is totally different than I imagined, and I dared my self to join. When we reached the school, because we went out for lunch. We went to the hall and we did not seat in our class, instead we placed our selves in front, so we could see Alvin and the Himaya Bands much clearer. When Alvin went on the stage and started singing, I was stunned by his voice, as if, the real band or person sang the song. He's utterly inspiring us, in each song he sings, I really feel like going to cry. He taught us to never give up reaching our goals, never stop believing in God, the two secrets: to open up, and by saying YES to God. :D Setting goals in our life makes us a better person, it keeps us on fighting until we got what we want, never say never, there is always someone who will be there in our lives; it can be our mom and dad, friends, and many more. He taught us when we dream, we must see God first, because in God's hands is our dream. And a friend, is always a friend forever. =)

I HATE MY FIRST

From the very first day I went inside of my classroom, and sat beside Alice, and as my adviser made her first entrance, and made her first speech to us, her advisory class. And made my very fist complain in my class that, "BORING!" First day of school, no one dared to talk, it was very peaceful, like in the middle of the night, all you can hear is nature around, birds chirping to one another, and winds chattering to each other. I utterly hate my section, some aren't just brave enough to stand their own opinion, in fact, they aren't opinionated persons, they just follow what others wanted too, because they're friends, even though it's painful in their part. =((

SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW

Glee - Over the Rainbow Lyrics

These are Over the Rainbow Lyrics by Glee.

Oooooh Ooooooh

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high,
There's a land that I dreamed of once in a lullaby
haaaaai

Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
Uuuuuh

solo guitar
oooh someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Oh somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

I love this song! :)) ♥♥

SACRIFICE A CONTEST?

We all knew that sacrifice isn't a contest, instead, it is giving something you value most, letting go of something you love, but when we sacrifice we don't get anything in return. But how dare someone made this sacred sacrifice a contest? Even a kindergarten knows what sacrifice means. Tsk, tsk, tsk. :|

ARE WE FRIENDS OR NOT?

Your best friends is like your sisters or brothers, they help you in times you need them, they comfort you when you're sad, you tell them all your craziest secrets, you tell them who's your first love even though that love isn't love they called it's just an infatuation, and you've even made a promise to each other that you'll never ever broke your friendship even though you have kids already. But it was very frustrating that one day, that very little support that you need from them, it was the time, that all your promises you made was broken, from that tiny word that she said, everything went upside down, and she pretended that she didn't even know what was she talking about, and how dare she even look for other stupid reasons to make all what you've said is wrong. A single tear wouldn't help heal all your wound being betrayed by your best friends.

We all know that BETRAYING exists before, and it's in everyone of us, but it's our own choice to hurt people not just our own best friends but as well other people too.

Remember: I'll never ever forget what you've done to me, and I firmly believe that it isn't just ONLY me, but I know someone out there who you've betrayed. I don't need to put your names, because you who you are.

You don't need to be somebody else to impress people, just be yourself, it's better to be known who you really are than to fake your own identity and at the end, they would just realize who you really are, and it was completely gloomy that in all those moments that you've been together, everything was just a pretty lie.

Now it's your own choice whether to pretend or not. So think are we really friends or not?

Just always remember, our conscience is our WORST ENEMY.

M&M

Even though they're GM products, I still love them :))

OMG ECLIPSE!

The best movie of the year for me =)

who is your ideal man?

HAPPY =)

I’ve got dreams in hidden places and extra smiles for when I’m blue.

=)

FAILURE

Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success.

Age Of Innocence

I love the book Age of Innocence, the story is set in upper class New York city in the 1870s. It was written by Edith Wharton

Happy Fourth of July

Happy Fourth of July, it's the independence day of the United States.

:)

Life could just be so ah-mazing. :))

Bedtime Stories

There are no real happy endings on reality. ♥

He's the man the whole nation voted for to be our new president of our country. He's 50 when he was proclaimed as the President of the Philippines. Yesterday, he was hailed as a president in the Quirino Grandstand in Manila. Having a new president was quite a big change, we're used before a woman speaking for the nation, representing our country in some international organizations. Majority of the nation says he's the president that a country like Philippines needs, but how sure they can be if he just proclaimed minutes or hours ago.

Stop

STOP!!Relax and think, our life's full of misery, and those misery are very stressful. All we do is to take a break, go to a place we haven't been gone through ages, do something that we haven't done before. Try something new, and in that trying, we can discover some of our hidden talents that are waiting to be discovered by our own self. Rejuvenate, think for a while, clear out your minds and feel free. Have a day for your self, don't do work, work and work. Have fun.

tick tock (=

Tick tock tick, says the clock. Time flies very fast. I wish I can control my time, I'll stop it whenever I can, I'll take a break, refresh and play the time again. I wish that's how life is, we control our own time.

Happily ever after

There are no happy endings in real life. If there is one, then, by now,we're all under gravestones.

Happy Endings

Cindi Shields

Who is Cindi Shields?? Cindi Shields owns a book in the library, Mary Alice and I found that book, and we fell in love in her handwriting, we search for her all over the internet and we found lots of Cindi Shields, now we're confuse which Cindi Shields owns that book in the library.


CINDI SHIELDS.....

Happily Never After

I was utterly disappointed tonight, after watching Chuck got gun shot by some muggers, and I was thinking, could Gossip Girl really afford if Chuck get lost? Serena and Nate called for a break *sigh*. And at the same time, I was stunned. Dorota, the personal maid of Blair, delivered her baby already, It's a girl! Jenny, the sister of Dan, went to her mother in Hudson, Serena and Blair, wen to Paris together, just like the old times.
BAD NEWS!! Georgina got pregnant, and the daddy is Dan!

OMG

It was a very tiring day. After all the quizzes that we took, thank God for my seat mate, lol. Double period MATH kills us all. MEASURING OUR SKIRTS?! It's so INSANE I would say, it never happened ever in our past years, fingers crossed while my teacher measures the length of my skirt, ALAS! My skirt isn't that long nor short.
I survived the whole day...

And they live happily ever after

I always wanted to watch movies that I like in the theaters, but I never got a chance, except some. Last night, I was scanning through a television channel, I don't like the shows on air in my favorite channels, I flipped through Disney Channel, BINGO! I whispered under my breath, Enchanted, the movie I wanted to watch. So, I stayed on the channel and watch until the end, I always love fairytale, like the Enchanted, Giselle was a cartoon and then the bad witch pushed her on the well on the day of Giselle's wedding to Edward, the bad witch wanted to get Edward, so she pushed her down the well, and later on, Giselle found her self on the busy streets in Times Street, New York. In the reality world, she found a man that helped her, Robert, a lawyer. After living with Giselle and her daughter Morgan, she was surprised rats and cockroaches cleaning in his apartment. She brought her in Central Park to where they part, but they rejoin together when he saw she give an old lady a money. When they got back in the apartment, Prince Edward arrived, the soon-to-be husband of Giselle, she brought Prince Edward in the Ball in New York, then the bad witch Narissa arrived and tried to end Giselle's life, Edward tried to regain her by kissing on her lips. Edward met the soon-to-be fiancée of Robert, Nancy, and they fell in love with each other, Prince Edward and Nancy to Andalasia the world of Prince Edward and Giselle. However, Giselle, Robert and Morgan are playing together in the apartment happily ever after.

I always wanted to have happily ever after, but if there's one, we should all die by now, for we got all what we wanted in our life and nothing else. Since no one is forbidden to dream, I can dream my Prince Charming and my HAPPILY EVER AFTER.